2020

2019, a year with the highest up and lowest down; a year in which I faced so much battle within myself; a year in which I lost a lot of things and people, including myself. I didn't have so much fear as like before, the fear of failure; the fear of starting over again; the fear of all the unknowns infront of me. I've found my greatest weakness, myself. I'm almost killed by my thoughts and all the fear are created from the within. Now I know how to tackle them one by one. Just move on and stop thinking.

Yet I’m still grateful for whatever that I have went through, and I’m also grateful for those people that still shower me with endless love despite of the broken self. 

I've learnt to be more positive and think less. Don't compare yourself with the others, create your own path and move on. You can be harsh to yourself but not stresssing up yourself over and over again causing you to be depressed. Know what is right, and what is wrong. Be kind no matter what. You will be stronger and stronger. You will find a person who loves you. Start loving yourself and care for the ones who care for you. 

2020 will be better. :)