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" We are more like a family. "

                                                                               

      Last day of October.Time flies. Two more months to go until we welcome 2014. While I have 8 more months to graduate from A-Levels. It has been about 10 months since the day I stepped into this college. Although it's just 10 months, but I can't deny that I'm closer with my college's friends rather than my friends in high school. We're more like a family. This college has given me much memories. Over here, I've learnt a lot.  Learning to be more optimistic is just one of them which have changed my character. Met lots of awesome people here too. My tales couldn't be written without them. Each of them meant a lot to me. TEEHEE.

      Nonetheless, 3 more weeks to go for first phase of A2 trials begin. I've wasted a few days refurnishing my blog. Must study hard already. I really don't wanna see my family and friends to be disappointed on me. In order to make them feel proud of me, I must fulfil their expectations on me. JIAYOU!

      Here's the L.O.V.E topic begins again. HAHA. Nothing much about it. Just as usual. ADMIRING. LOLSS. Sometimes, I tend to lose confidence on myself, keep saying that I'M UGLY, no way. BUT i always believe that there's a hope. Anyway, stick to the usual quote : what is meant to be, it will be. Also, I will make myself to be a better me. :D

  I really wanna travel all around the world with my parents and the beloved one.
 Let me include this into my wish list.

I wanted to wish Happy Halloween but it's already 12. Nvm. Hope that NOV will be a wonderful month.

p/s : My english is still improving. Sorry for any grammatical error. HeHe.

A picture explains thousand of words. I will start to include some pictures frequently.

Here, again.

        From the previous diary, I've mentioned that I will not write anything these days due to my busy schedule, but as my intuition, I knew that these days I will write something here. Cause these days I tend to think a lot. Keep thinking about how's my A2 going to be like,  feeling much anxiety. Again. "The last chance", these words kept hovering my mind and I felt frustrated. But I'm relieved after crying with my pillow. Hehe. Actually, crying ain't something bad, it helps us to relief our stress and making us to feel better.
        Sometimes, I don't like my behaviour. I will turn crazy to relief my stress. I don't like this way. Some others which don't really know me will thought that i'm an insane cause I will be laughing and talking about something funny. While my friends that are closed with me, they will think my behaviour is unique, and it 'symbolizes' me. Lol. But I will try to restrain myself, so that my friends wouldn't think that i'm mad. Hehe.
        Anyway, be happy.  A smile is a woman's greatest make up. Smile always. :) Nobody would wanna be with a person which don't like to smile and quiet all the time. Hehe. Stay strong! :)

Random

        Hey, there. I've just gotten the Timetable for internal exam. Oh no. Can you feel the stress?! My mouth opens widely, eyes as well too. And my shoulders feel tight. Stress again! Nooo! Calm down. Calm down. Lets take a deep breath. Hmmm... Actually, i shouldn't feel so stress out, as long as i've worked hard, there's nothing to be worried of. Steady lahh. BUT I CAN'T. Whenever there's this mindset that fly off my mind and reminding me that 'this is the last chance', imma like Gosh!!! What am i doing?! Study! And here comes stress. Lolll. For me, it's really hard to be steady. But i will try hard to relax myself and to feel better. Nvm. Just take a deeeeep breath, and strech your hands. Ahhhh.... Hehe! :) Jiayou! :) Nites. Off to bed soon. I'm gonna stop writing blog for now, unless there's sth happened and i really wanna say-it-out-loud. Hehe! :)

Busy busy busy~

       Internal exam is coming soon. Time flies. The previous internal exam like happened not long ago and the 2nd sem's internal exam is around the corner. Have to start to make myself to be busy. The previous exam has told me that not to look down on A levels. Therefore, i need to put more effort in order to get a better result. Jiayou lohh! Determination is the key word remember it! Before I regret, better work hard first.
先苦后甜!
Hope that i can get rid of the 'laziness'!
Busy busy busy~ :)
Agnes: "Oh no! Jiayou o!"