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Tuesday, October 13, 2015

简单就是智慧

“心无杂念,凡是乐观,踏实做事,就会有智慧。平常多训练自己,不要忧心不想做的事,也不要烦恼做不到的事,多往该做的事思考;思想不要太复杂,简单就是智慧。”
 —— 师公上人 (证严法师)



        再过几个月,就要挥别2015了。原本以为,自己在这一年里,又没有什么看点,只是在校园里打转,但当我把自己的FACEBOOK'S TIMELINE刷一刷,才发现原来在这一年里,自己以慈青的身份,参与了几项有意义的活动。虽然还不是很会善用所有的时间,但比起以前那只会躲在家的自己,已经很不错了。首先,是探访爱滋病院、麻风病院,再来的是几次的家访,还有干训营、慈少营队、与台湾慈青交流营等。今年是第二年以慈青干部的身份参与活动,令我印象最深刻的是一次与台湾家人一起探访一位患有罕见血癌的病患。还记得,他给了我们很多人生的启示。对于一位已经没办法用药物来治疗的病患,他充满着正能量,我们细听他为我们叙说的每一个故事,他不断地强调做人别太固执,要想一想身旁的人。看见他脆弱的身子,我的眼泪不禁在眼睛里打转,但并不能把它留下来,想一想他经历了这么多痛苦的治疗,自己的骨头也跟着变得十分脆弱,但他还是对人生有着正面的能量,为他那8岁的女儿活着。我啊,真的太幸福了,还不断抱怨人生的高低起伏。我应该好好用我的一生,不让生命留白,帮助有需要帮助的人。

        亲爱的自己,别对生活有太多的抱怨,要时时刻刻感恩拥有的一切。“若有埋怨而停滞,是自我障碍,别人仍然继续精进。所以我们一定要训练自己感恩、爱惜周遭的人、事、物;自我要求去适应别人,而不是要求别人配合自己。遇到人事问题,难免心会难过,但难过的时间要努力缩短,应该赶快回过头来感恩所有人。若常存感恩心,知道天下事一个人做不完,而嘎嫩所有投入的人,不管对方带我们如何,我们都能发自内心,真诚感恩对方的付出。” —— 师公上人。紧记这段话,有时候求好心切,反而会胡思乱想,浪费时间,一切尽力就好,事情不可能每次都会跟着自己的意愿来进行。加油吧!让自己有个难忘的2015。

p/s :I used to relief my emotional feelings through writing a blog post but I think I need to cut down the time of being emotional, be more optimistic and bring people positive energy. Filling up my time in order to get rid of negative thinking. :) 


Friday, September 11, 2015

未来

背影,
它还是背影。

缘份,
会让他们遇见。

命运,
自有安排。

担忧,
只会带来不安。

安定,
才会快乐。

坚持,
才有成果。

低调,
默默耕耘。

五年,
我会加油。

时光,
我会好好把握。

未来,
我满怀期待。

加油,
林引滢!



加油!♥

P/S :
I don't really know who you are, but wish you all the best, be happy and till here about it. 
Although you may not know, but your presence has really given me courageous.
Thanks and look for the happiness that belongs to you.
Gotta work hard on my studies! 
Positivity and confidence, please be with me.
莫忘初衷!
坚持不懈!
Fighting! 








Thursday, June 18, 2015

成长而蜕变

        

“做一個快樂的女子,一定要快樂,不快樂也要製造快樂,笑容不一定能使世界綻放,卻可放鬆緊繃的胸膛,開心,就笑,讓大家都感染到,悲傷,就哭,美容,傾訴,然後一切歸零,爽朗,對內心卑微的自己笑笑,汲取安慰和力量,信賴,神清氣爽,然後可以輕舞飛揚,生活,其實沒有什麼大不了。”   --------------蔡康永
  
在我还没步入二十的那一个隧道,我的生命中经历了一段,我从来意想不到的变化。它让我彻底的改变了。十八岁那年,向往着大学生活的自己,刚刚步入大学的门槛,踌躇满志的,总觉得这次对自己而言可说是新的开始,承诺自己要把自己最好的呈现出来。虽然如此,但我像一只刚从笼子里释放出来的小鸟一样获取了自由,感觉大学生活真好,无忧无虑。就在一次考试成绩发放,自我感觉良好的我,再次受到了打击,一向对考试成绩要求很高的自己,霎时,无法接受,信心全毁。从此,肩旁上多了几分无明的压力,对书本产生了一种抗拒的形态,每每一想到考试时间越来越近,肩旁就越来越紧,不然就哭个稀里哗啦,还有过轻生的念头。也许,你会怀疑一次的失败有必要这么大反应吗?那,可能你对我的了解尚未深咯。我的成绩自中学以来,就从来没有不好过(其实也没有很好),就因此自我要求变高,也害怕别人对自己瞧不起,成绩好,在姨妈姑姐面前也比较好交代。就这样,第二学期,成绩一落千丈,又是一次的打击,信心还是没法修复回来,信心指数可说是零。后来,参加了慈济,很多的朋友都给予我鼓励,让我的信心开始恢复。在第三学期里,虽然肩旁的压力还没移出,但信心让我重拾希望。由于之前累积下来的重考卷实在是太多,我还是失败了,失败的把成绩考好来。

        虽然成绩最终没能考好来,但也是自己预料之内,意外地,我从容的接受,没有留下任何眼泪,凭着师公上人的一句静思语,顺境时要有无常观,逆境时要有因缘观;在苦难中长养慈悲,在变数中考验智慧,我为自己的目标坚持的下来,但转换了牙医系,就因了解自己没办法接受突发状况和生死,也因为我与几段牙医的故事,结下了一份缘。之后,我就重新开始前进,摆脱了自己脸上厚厚的一层皮,努力向前奔跑。换了一所大学,换了一种对人事的看法,以低调、谦卑的态度过日子,毕竟从新开始并不是件光彩的事。回想起,从来无法接受失败的自己,变得更坚强,不再过着在别人眼光下生活的日子,从乌云化成了晴天。一年就这样过去了,自己成长了许多,未来的路方长,也许这只是一个生命中的转折点,期许自己更坚强、勇敢的继续奋斗。感恩生命中帮过我、取笑我的人,谢谢你们让我更加努力、更加坚韧不拔。感谢青春年华里,认识了几位可爱的妹妹(多时候她们像是我姐姐),让我学习了人与人之间的一些人事物。愈能忍受艰难的花,愈能有甜蜜的果,这一句静思语,加以我的奋斗的能量。

        原本以为,这一段重新开始的路程,只会成为秘密。但,这段经历希望可以为大家带来启示,人难有十全十美,只怕掩盖缺点;人生不进则退,要虚心调整步伐、走出宽敞正道(释师公上人)。这段经历希望能为将来的我带来永不放弃的精神,加油前进,不往后看。感恩生命中一切的一切,让我蜕变为更好的人。^^
Wednesday, May 13, 2015

背影

熟悉的背影,
与我擦肩而过,
健硕的身子,
端庄、整齐的衣衫,
成了你的符号。

每每你的身影从旁经过,
那热血沸腾的汗水一涌而下,
那一个拳头大的心脏噼里啪啦乱跳,
那红通通的脸出卖了一切,
就因你的存在,
把不快乐的变得快乐,
就算脑子没有与你一丁点的回忆。

缘份,
按照生命剧本的排序,
有些事可遇不可求,
有些人注定只能成为生命中的过客。

失去了往前迈进的勇气,
只想安安静静的,
过着安然的生活,
也许背影永远只会成为背影。

走着,
让随风把思绪打散,
享受当下的自在,
一个人,
也能很开朗、快活。

深口气,
再往前迈进,
寻找下一个目的地。

❤️

By Yinying. 






Wednesday, April 15, 2015

First Mission Completed

First mission completed. Finally, ended with the interview. I guess the interview went through pretty well. Just that, I realized how bad is my general knowledge and my English vocabulary too. Okay, I knew that earlier. Since young, I'm just living in a little circle within the comfort zone, living like a nerd with academic books and Chinese novels. I was believing that if I have a good grades in exam and it would mean everything. After all, when I get into university, I'm barely able to survive since my knowledge is so limited and I'm living like a fool with people trolling me around. Just exaggerating. But having little knowledge really have a difficultly surviving in university. Okay, back to topic. Although my sem 2 result doesn't turn out as I was expected but I'm already filled with satisfaction since I was really not preparing it very well, anyway, I have gotten the call for interview which made me screamed out loud in my heart and it's already over. I'm now getting ready for sem 3. Here I come! LET IT ENDS WITH VICTORY!

*Some quotes for you and for me before the post ends.





Bye. ^^
Friday, March 13, 2015

知足


     要是每个人能对彼此多了解一些,不对他人有猜疑,只相信自己的所见所闻,那该有多好。要是每个人都能放下只对自己好的自私心,那该有多好。人世间,没有不可能发生的事,一切也由不得我掌控,我只能乖乖地把自己分内的事做好,再利用课余时间做自己喜欢的事,也回馈这个社会。

     近来,我的小小自卑心又再犯了,时时与自己的容貌过不去。在镜子前的我,每每都会仔细研究自己的脸孔,虽然我与这脸孔相处了将近二十年,但有时还是无法形容。对友人外在的变化感到十分羡慕,怎么变得这么漂亮?对他人,羡慕无比。

      回头想想,人人都想变漂亮,但其实我们须要学习知足,庆幸自己有完整的面貌,健全的四肢,时时感恩。随着时间,随着自己的年龄越变越成熟,我们才知道自己所要追求的方向。现在的我,努力追求梦想,勇敢向前冲,做自己该做得事,建立起自己想要拥有的价值观,享受着青春的时代。当自己有了份稳定的薪水,才想想如何把自己的外在变得更好吧!

P/s : These thoughts came after visiting Batu Arang's community centre which taught me to feel blessed and appreciate our life. Jiayou! 


                              

                              

Nights! ❤️









Thursday, January 22, 2015

Goals

Here, I'll be emphasizing about goals that I wish to achieve before I step into the degree life that filled with challenges and no doubt that its gonna be thousand times busier than now. Okay, straight to the point.

     Firstly, I hope that I could score well for my Pre-U and hoping that I will not ruin it again. As everybody besides me, giving me hope and support. And I hope I will not disappoint them and score well for it. At least, 3.5. Hmm. Another thing, I do really hope that I could get a scholarship to reduce the burden of my parents financially. 


     Secondly, spending more time as a tzu ching. Tzu Ji is a non-government organisation and its a charity foundation. Its a place where I gain my positive energy and a place where I can do charity work with all the wonderful people there. 


     Thirdly, as you read, you will realize my English vocabulary is very limited and its getting worst day by day. English has becoming a language that is strange for me, as I don't indulge in reading English novels and newspapers. Anyhow, I have to do so, from now on, before my English language level dropped like a 6 years old kid or maybe worst than that. Reading newspapers, articles and novels, hoping I could improve my tremendously because its already not far from my degree life. An excellent command of English is what I really wish to have. 


      Discipline is an essential key towards success and its a practice that I need it seriously. Those slacking days that I had, its not fun at all because the amount of regret that you gonna paid off is unimagined. Training discipline its not easy, but making it as a habit by practising it day by day its not a difficult job. So, determination of it must be at the first place before everything can be done.


     The person on the left, its me. In these days, I hope that I could be a better lady, friend, daughter, sister, student and lover(only if I could get a bf but I guessed the timing has not arrived yet). Anyway, I'm putting a high expectation towards my goals and hoping that I could get myself a surprise for this year's birthday. 

Thats all. 

p/s : I apologize for the grammatical error and the limitation of vocabulary. 


*I changed my webpage link, be smiley with me, wishing that we could smile together and I could bring you positive energy. ^^ 
FIGHTING



NIGHTS. ^^







Tuesday, January 20, 2015

掘井人

掘井人

|| 生 展開了笑臉
老 迷濛回憶的眼
病 催促著最後的離別
可不可以至少溫暖地再見

汗 溼透了肩膀
淚 滋潤泥土芬芳
心 喚醒著沈睡的力量
一鋤一鋤掘出未來的希望

熱切的汗水 會讓大地也慈悲
更多更詳盡歌詞 在 
種下的心願會在明天長綠葉
愛生生不息 情深源源不絕
讓我是掘井人 洗清世界的塵灰
學將心比心 付出無怨無悔
讓我是掘井人 給需要的人甘甜

疼惜的淚水 會讓彩虹浮現
堅定的信念讓不可能都實現


現在的努力 是將來的紀念
我們是掘井人
留下永遠的甘甜  ||

2015 年第一梯次慈青干部研习营里的一首歌,深深打动了我。
每一个字的描述,都令人深刻的难以忘记。
掘井人,虽然我没有掘井人的伟大,还有掘进人的坚持信念,但也是我要努力追求的,不动摇毅力。不被外来的声音受影响,往前走向梦想的道路。
人生有的机会不多,每个学习的机会都应该牢牢地握住,不让将来的自己感到后悔。时间也是分秒都不会停留,只要好好的把握它,就不会有感到后悔的机会。
2015年,悄悄地就过了20天,在这一年剩下的345天里,答应自己不管如何,都要努力实现梦想。
“理想要放在远方,脚步要落实现在。” 期许,我会在当下多用心付出,放眼未来实现梦想的自己。
当下所要做的事还有很多,当然考好PRE-U是这半年内该做的事,还有分配好时间,做慈济,让我的人生更精彩。
A few words for myself : Keep motivated, not letting the passion fades off and looking forward to a better me.

加油吧!希望我能够把正面的力量带给身边的人。





With full~~ of love from me. ^^