I was lost at that moment when I had a glance on the result. I'm neither sad nor happy, I'm questioning myself, isn't this result under my expectations? Why were I looking so lost with a little disappointment? Maybe because there was expectations. Although my expectations wasn't too high, but deeply in my mind, I expected it to be better. A bit better with that a bit of effort. A bit. Nahhh~~ Forget about it, it's just a small exam compared to my professional examinations that account for up to 70% of the overall percentage. Anyhow, grades are just numbers and success will not be defined by these numbers. What makes it important is the journey where hand skills are being practiced towards perfection and being patient is the hidden secret of it. For example, teeth carved are not just to get our practicals done but to train our patience, without patience, you might just break the root from the base or it might be rejected from the lecturers. Patience, pls be with me for another 4 more years.
Moreover, I'm really grateful for having so many great people beside me. Along with my dental course, I have a bunch of friends that treat me like their siblings. (They would deny that when they see this, haha) They show no estrangement towards me and they are very generous on what they have especially their notes. Also, I have a nice "buddy" ( I have this "buddy system" in my university where we have to look up for a senior to be our "buddy" and he or she will give some info or advices about our courses) that give me her notes and some useful advices that make my life a lot easier. Really appreciate that. ❤️
Years later, I hope I would read back this post and always grateful for what I'm having and not forgetting the reason behind of the carreer I chose today.
Anyway, nothing can be done without working it, start doing and stop talking.
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