The result is seen. I will never forget the moment when I got the result slip from the headmistress' hands. At first, i'm overjoyed that the emcee announed my name as one of the straight a's student. But everything changed after I received my result. My feeling is ruined. My heart is broken. Thousand of questions have came over my mind, where are all my A+? Why is the result worst than what I had expected? I could really feel my tears rolled down my cheeks. Its the feeling of disappoinment and sad. Sorry, really sorry to those who feel disappointed to my result. Sorry that I didn't get straight A+. Although at first I knew that i could reach it, but this was what everyone expect me to get. Before the examination, I was really slacked. Lazy. Did not even touch the books. But when i told everyone about it, no one believe, saying that i'm lying. And when the result is revealed, everyone were disappointed. HAIZ. Anyway, it passed. Lets look forward. That will just be a great lesson for me. I told myself, just give me one and a half year, i will really proof to the whole world that the real YINYING is back! HAHA! :)
Now, is the moment for me to work hard and enjoy my life in this college. I will share my happiness to everyone here. Every moment of happiness will be noted! :) Let us colour our life. Say BYE to those things that ruin your life, making you sad. :)
Thursday, March 14, 2013
Watever
Its already 2 and a half months I'm in the college. I really enjoy my life here. I don't feel any burden or heavy stress here. Although I knew that I don't speak English oftenly since i entered the college, but i would rather improve my english at home. I really don't feel like leaving this college. My classmates are so nice and they treat one another with a sincere heart. Maybe I may not leave. 1 more week, my result will be out. I do hope that I will achieve flying colours in SPM, perhaps. But I have to leave. Anyway I just hope that I will stay here and score well in the exams. Sorry that my English becoming worst. I will slowly improve it back. :)
Sometimes, I really hope that those past diaries, memories will be disappeared itself. After reading them, I felt that I became more mature. HEHE. Few years ago, I used to emo myself or sit somewhere alone without wanting others to accompany. That's me. HAHA. Now, I seldom do that already. I'm feeling happier I think. Different angle of view will really give different opinion or thought. I just see life differently nowadays. Slowly, I want to get rid of the thousand tonnes of stress or burden on my shoulder, its because I used to feel stressful when I'm doing something. It should be worried, not stressful I guess. Its complicated. I just don't know how to explain it. I saw one quote that day, it says that by completing a difficult task with determination will really show your real ability. This really inspires me. Till here. :)
Sometimes, I really hope that those past diaries, memories will be disappeared itself. After reading them, I felt that I became more mature. HEHE. Few years ago, I used to emo myself or sit somewhere alone without wanting others to accompany. That's me. HAHA. Now, I seldom do that already. I'm feeling happier I think. Different angle of view will really give different opinion or thought. I just see life differently nowadays. Slowly, I want to get rid of the thousand tonnes of stress or burden on my shoulder, its because I used to feel stressful when I'm doing something. It should be worried, not stressful I guess. Its complicated. I just don't know how to explain it. I saw one quote that day, it says that by completing a difficult task with determination will really show your real ability. This really inspires me. Till here. :)
